“They’re coming Jade, we can’t
stay.”
“It’s
him, isn’t it?” Her velvet voice echoed in my ears.
“I
don’t know. If it isn’t, he’s already dead.” He had to be alive; Rocho was too
strong.
“Where
would we go? This is our last stand Euan. We’re all that stands between the Fae
and Yeun.” Her determination surrounded her and it made me feel weak. She was
so willing to give her life for a lost cause and all I could think of was how
we could get away.
“So
what are we going to do?” Rocho would know, he always knew.
Her
face was straight, lacking the emotion she always carried with her. I know it
before she says it, and she knows she doesn’t have to. We’re going to fight,
we’re going to lose, and we’re going to die. The Fae would have Yeun, and the
Infinite Knowledge would be theirs. Who knows what they would do, what they
want with it. This can’t happen.
“We
swore to defend him, to defend his gift.” Our life was his curse.
“With
our lives,” She finished the oath. “So we shall.”
“It
can’t be the end; there must be something we can do. We can still defend him.
We don’t have to give up.” I couldn’t bare a life without her, how could she do
this.
“I’m
not giving up, but I won’t run. I’ve never run in my life, not from the Fae,
not from my thoughts, and not from my feelings.” Her hand caressed my face, her
soft skin left a warm tingling behind.
She
was right, but she was wrong. He was better. He was stronger, smarter, and more
impressive. He always knew what to do; he was always there when he was needed.
He saved countless lives, mine twice. He deserved her love, but she starved him
of it. She confided in me when I was undeserving, and he accepted it though it
burned him. I am torn between them, the bonds pulling me apart. She gave me her
love, when all knew it was he who deserved it.
“I’m
sorry.” I backed away from her slowly, and she smiled. It started a fire
inside, one that burned so hot I almost fell crippled to the ground. Even now
she smiles at me, when I am the weakest of us all. I forced myself to turn from
her gaze, and out of the corner of my eye I saw a tear roll down her cheek. To
turn back now was the end; I could not leave her twice. I walked away, with no
direction I walked. The trees and the brick walls mocked me. The dirt roads
tried to eat my boots. It seemed so odd, to have such a large perimeter for
such a small location. If not for the walls, the Fae may have never found us.
But if they had, the walls made more sense.
The city was much smaller now with everyone gone. The alert
had gone this morning, the Fae were approaching. They had gotten in by midday,
a feat they had never accomplished before and it was our downfall. Though
granted immortality we were not invulnerable. Never aging, never reproducing,
our numbers dwindled with each attack. Over a millennium, thousands turned to
hundreds. Perhaps without such a gift, Yeun could have stayed and our numbers
would be more significant to defend him.
Yeun, our god, the infinite knowledge; and he couldn’t see
this coming. He was all knowing, all seeing. We worshipped him from our home
world, and vied for his favour with another group. We were granted his favour,
and transported to his world. Given the gift of immortality, and charged with
defending him. We took an oath to lay our lives to protect his final gift, the
infinite knowledge. We were to never touch it, to never look inside. It was a
gift that could not be used. We all decided that day, it was not his intention.
To break our oath is to lose immortality, and to age once again. But what would
he say now?
His temple stands in front of me, and I aim to find out what
he would say. The entrance was large, cylindrical pillars supported the weight
of the large stones. The hall was dark, one long tunnel. At the end I will find
his throne, where his gift lays. She stands alone, waiting for the attack. The
Fae were close by, but they didn’t know where the holy city was. They had only
ever ben outside its walls, inside they were lost. If only I had the courage to
stand with her, so she would not be alone when she dies. Rocho would have
stayed; he would have had the courage, the strength to be with her.
I can see the light, the blue glow of the water that
surrounds his throne. He would sit hear alone and listen to our prayers and our
thoughts, he couldn’t bear to be alone. He gave this world to us, our new home.
We were lost, he took our lives. Why did he leave? It’s colder here, the room
was tall. The stones were glowing with the water, but it was still dark. The
throne was small, not as magnificent as the temple. There it lay, his final
gift, the infinite knowledge. How many Fae had given their lives to try and
take this? Their numbers unending, ours was dwindling. It was time to see his
final gift, the youngest one who lacked the strength to love all that loved
him, willing to break his oath to see the answers. It is not courage that
drives me, it is fear. Fear that I won’t see the end of days, that she will die
alone, and that I could be any weaker. Yeun, you most show me all the answers.
Show me how to save us, show me how to protect you. Show me the strength
required to fulfill all that I promised to do.
~
It
was getting darker, Jade stood alone with her weapon in hand. The shadows were
getting closer, this was it. Euan would have to be the one, he had to be. There
was none left who could escape with Yeun, and Jade would give him the time he
needed to escape. There was a rustling close by, Jade stood ready for an
attack, but it was a man who approached. His heavy steps were slightly muffled
by the forest floor. Rocho jogged up to Jade, and she lowered her hand. His arm
was cut, but he was alive.
“You
made it.” Jade smiled at Rocho, and he returned the smile.
“They’re
close; it won’t be long until they exact this location, we have to move.” His
hurried words were reminiscent of Euan’s.
“We
can’t, we’re all that’s left Rocho.” She stayed calm; she had already accepted
her fate.
“Where’s
Euan? He wasn’t at the front; I know he stayed with you.” He wasn’t concerned,
he looked agitated.
“He
was worried about you, he went looking. He hasn’t returned, and I fear the
worst has happened.” Rocho looked back into the forest, turning back grief
stricken.
“He
wouldn’t have lasted long out there, I’m sorry.” Rocho bowed his head. “But now
isn’t the time to mourn, we have to leave.”
His
persistence was greater than Euan’s, but she expected it. Rocho was always
right, even when he was wrong. He was confident, but only she saw that he was
over confident. His perfection was misguided.
“Leave
to where?” Jade was having troubles making this conversation twice, she could
only hope Euan would have the strength to let go, and do what was necessary.
“Yeun
will know, we have to go to Yeun.” Rocho was not suggesting, he was commanding.
Jade shook her head.
“We
swore we would leave his gift alone, and alone it shall stay. We can protect
him still, together Rocho.” She clung to all she had left to keep him at bay,
it hurt using his emotions. Rocho looked dismayed, but then he smiled.
“I
was hoping to take you with me, to spare you. But I knew in my head you too
would choose death over survival. This is the end.” Before he finished
speaking, he stuck his blade into Jade’s gut. She keeled over his right arm and
he leaned in. “He will die, if he’s not already dead. And when he dies, he will
be alone, just like you.”
Jade
could feel the tears streaming down her face, and with all the strength she had
left in her, she pulled herself up and smiled at Rocho.
“He
was always better than you, and I know you see it. You’ve always seen it.” Jade
gave her last breathe to show him his weakness, his only weakness. Rocho spat
in her face, and pulled the blade from her stomach letting her drop to the
bloodied dirt. She lay there, waiting for the darkness to consume her.
Rocho
followed the dirt path, and he knew Euan would be here somewhere. He stayed
alert, taking the most direct path to the temple. He could feel the weight of
all the Fae, and all the guardians he had killed today. He let them in; it was
his last chance to take the gift. He had waited all these years for the
guardians to die out. He did all he could to make them ignore his thoughts,
they would never suspect him. But she did. He loved her, and she knew of his
foul play. Instead she gave herself to Euan, and he couldn’t even give himself
back. He always tried to make Rocho proud, and he only wanted to be strong
enough for Jade. It made him sick now. He spat at the temple as he drew closer.
He started to run down the hall of the temple, and soon he could see the faint
glowing. He could see a shadow. But before he could get any closer the light
started to grow. Brighter and brighter it became, until it was almost blinding.
But through the brightest glow, he could still see the shadow.
~
The light was still blinding when I reopened my eyes, but
now I see the lush green world around me. The sun was shining bright, and it
looked like it was morning. But where am I? The trees were tall, and the skies
were blue. The white clouds dotted the skyline, and there were tall objects on
the horizon far in the distance. Did it work, am I truly home? Did Yeun save
us? How many were left to save? On the ground lay the infinite knowledge, the
small markings still slightly glowing. His power was truly remarkable, even
when he’s gone Yeun could still give him the power to escape the Fae and return
to the home world. The gift that was given had finally been used. But now I am
no longer immortal.
I
decided to grab Yeun’s gift and leave. It had been over a thousand years since
I walked on this world, who knew if people still existed? Of course Yeun would,
but I couldn’t abuse his gift. The walk on across the plains was boring, but it
was nice to hear the birds singing. I walked towards the tall objects; it would
be nice to have a landmark to work with. I feel lighter here, like the world
here is giving me strength. Perhaps Yeun has given me another gift, though I
betrayed his oath. I continued to walk, and after an hour I decided to stop and
look around. I was traveling downhill it seemed, and the large objects were
getting bigger, and they looked like structures. Who could have built such
large standing monuments? Were there still men on this world? Or had another
more advanced people arrived? I could hear a quiet cough nearby, and at first I
ignored it. I stayed alert, but when I heard the second cough I tried to follow
the sound. The tall grass was thick, perfect for an ambush. Predators could be
lying in wait, or perhaps something wanting to take Yeun’s gift. But when I
found her, she was still alive. Barely hanging onto life; face down in the
dirt. I rolled her over, and her face lit up like the morning sky.
“Euan,
you did it.” Her words were spoken slowly, no more than a whisper.
I
nodded, and I could feel the tears begin to stream. I wasn’t fast enough; the
Fae had got her first.
“I
knew you could do it, but this isn’t the end.” She stopped to take a breath,
and each time she did her words were weaker. “Keep it safe, I know you can.”
I
pulled her face close to mine, and I bowed my head. She stared into my eyes,
and I began to regret leaving her, I should have tried harder. I should have
got her to come with me, or at least stayed to die with her. “I failed you.”
Was all I could say to her, but she shook her head.
“No.
No, you’re doing the hardest thing of all Euan. You’re going to survive.” Her
words were starting to space out. I know I don’t have much time left with her.
I didn’t know what to do, what to say.
“I
love you Euan.” My heart started to thud, it was getting louder and faster. I
didn’t know how to react, she was passing. It was happening to quickly. She
raised her hand and rested it on my cheek.
“Don’t
worry, I know.” She closed her eyes, and I knew this was it. Her hand dropped
from my face, and her weak heart beat faded away. I could feel the life leave
her, and all I could feel was the hatred for myself. I buried her, and she was
given an unmarked grave. Yeun would show me the way if I needed to find her
again.
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